All Good things come to an End

As Nelly Furtado Sings: " Why All Good things come to and End" Well I suppose this is the beauty of life ,enjoy those things, make the most of it and hopefully many ,many other good things will bump in to your life.
I am very sorry I have been spaced out for a while, but this course is very intensive,physically,emotionally,,,,,vow demanding 200% of oneself. Our schedules are at full since 07.30 in the morning until 09.30 in the evening, with hardly a time to enjoy the healthy food around here (healthy is good,but GOD how much I miss a good steak,a good hamburger,a good piece of chocolate,,,,,ahhhh).
The hardest bit ,I think for everybody, is the morning class, 07.30 is to early for meeee!! and with and empty stomach,with a superstiff body and with your eyes still half closed,,,,,but not impossible of course.It's amazing how your body gets used to everything so quickly, and so our bodies too. Sweating and sweating is the most common action of the day: you sweat in the morning class,you sweat after the morning shower, you sweat in the class (coz u have to speak in front of 23 people and u feel bl**dy nervous ),you sweat after lunch,sweat,sweat,sweat,,hehehehe!!! But well is all worth it!!!
Although the hardest week is about to come and the challenge is not over yet, my feedback is very positive. The connection of the group is good,people so different from each other but with something in common: willing to run a 90 minutes hot yoga class sticking your personality in it.
A rollercoaster of emotions: happy,feeling like shit, excitement, tireness,powerful,emotional,vulnerable,cheerful, frustration, amazement,,,,,and so many,many more!!!
We are working very hard but we are spoiled : the staff here is fantastic, the teachers, food is served every day for us, we don't have to clean, to worry about tidying the rooms(thanks God!!)
Only studying,studying,,memorizing,squeezing the braing, stretching bodies to the maximummmm!!!
Uauuuuu,,,,,my biggest fear before starting this course was how I was gonna feel here, with the people ,with myself, with this new thing in my life that is nothing to do with what I am doing now,,,,Am I doing the right thing????
Am I gonna able to one day teach a hot yoga ckass? Do I have to be boring teacher???
But well answers have been coming all the way along this course: I feel blessed coz life has given me this chance,coz I took the decision of doing this,coz I follow my heart and coz I have met people that otherwise I would have never met in my entire life.
Life is not about what people say,is not about who you must be, is not about getting married at 33 and having children before 35 (Oh Godd!! being a mature mummie in her 40s is such and awful thinggg!!)
Life is about being yourself, having your principles,your ideals, your dreams,and fight for this.Otherwise ,where is the wonder??? Follow your heart using your brain, but do what u think is the right thing to do , even if it looks like the impossible. Nothing is impossible, believe and work it out.
But of course the easiest things are the non challenging and the ones are not being appreciated.
So the most difficult ones are the ones staying with one forever, I believe!!!
It took me 13 interviews,to be able to work as a cabin crew!! And here I am ,this job has given me many good things:my friends, all the places I have been,all the people I have met,,,,,,,,
If I followed what the rules of life say, I would still be in my hometown ,married to a nice guy that works in the local bank, and knitting nice socks for my babypeas,,,,,
I respect everybody's decission, Everyone is happy in one way or other!!!
But I must say I am happy that,I feel lucky ,I feel bliss!!!! I am 33, (upps 34!!) ,single and with difficulties to find nice guys, I dunnot have children, I dunnot have a bloody driving license, I am a terrible housewife, I am clumsy and messy. But I have a wonderful sister, a lovely dog,the best mummy in the world ,the best friends of the universe ,a bycicle and a heart to feel,to dream and will to be who I want to be.
Be yourself and don't let anyone to break your dreams. I will always follow what Mr Steve Mcqueen said with a cigarette in his mouth:" When I believe in something ,I fight like hell for it"